She had to hurry. There was way
too much to be done and way too little time. No second lost, no
movement wasted. She ran into the house with her arms full of
groceries, only fumbling with the keys half a heart beat, and getting
frustrated at the iota of a moment lost. Dropping the bags on the
counter she buzzed from room to room. 'First, First, First..." Opening
the closet door, she grabbed the vacuum. The floor had to be perfect.
Quick and with practiced precision, she sucked the unwelcome dust,
dirt, hair, and everything else up, backing out of each room, careful
not to leave a single foot print behind. 'Dinner!" His favorite, cause
nothing else would do. Not tonight, anyway. She felt the fear climb
into her chest, "No NO NO NO....Dinner, I can panic later." Garlic
roasted potatoes, steamed asparagus, and roasted lemon pepper chicken.
Next, came the counters, spotless and relieved of clutter. Windows,
patio doors were to be smudge free, news paper and Windex, a girls best
friend. Grabbing a place setting from the china hutch she made her way
to the dinning room. Wine, red, napkin white, silverware, spotless,
plate, charged. PERFECT! As she made her way through the house, she
adjusted, straightened, smoothed. Everything in it's place and
perfect. That is how He liked it, in it's perfect place. Shower, she
could smell her own anxiety, if she could, so would he. His preferred
scent of soap and shampoo, He loved the way it smelled on her. Using
her towel she dried the tub and cleaned the bathroom. 'Time, time,
time...hurry!" Candles lit, plate made and set, wine poured....car????
"Shit!" Quick glance around, she found her collar and leash, hastily
dawning both she settled in the corner, everything in it's place and
perfect. With her head down on the back of her hands, she could not see
him, but she heard him. Door lock clicking, opening , closing. Keys
dropped on the table by the door. A slight pause, as he assessed the
view. A small groan of pleasure after a drawn out sniff of his dinner,
still hot, right on time. The chair legs scraping across the slate tile
floor as he sat to his meal. The occasional scrape of sharp metal to
pristine china, clink of crystal to polished wood. Still she sat, on
knees, head to floor, leash in mouth, waiting in worship, intoxicated
with fear and elation.
He watched her, out of
the corner of his eye. He could smell her fear, it was sweet and hot,
and made his palms itch with anticipation. He ate slow, letting his
excitement build. Letting her anxiety grow. And still she sat, in her
place and perfect. Another growl of satisfaction followed by silence.
He watched her. She was perfect. His grin grew. A sickly sweet kind
of grin that always made the hair on the back of her neck rise.
Sliding his chair away from the table, he passed by, and deeply
whispered, "Come!" Just one short, sharp, silent, spectacular syllable
of a word, yet she jumped to her feet and blissfully followed
This is one that I composed years ago, just wanted to re-share. Thank you Becky for posting it on your page...what an honor to have such a loving friend.
This is one that I composed years ago, just wanted to re-share. Thank you Becky for posting it on your page...what an honor to have such a loving friend.
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