Once again I find myself at loose ends with way too much work to do. Houston is calling my name. I missed LUEY, my Grandmother came for a visit this weekend, maybe I'll make it next year. There will be a play party or two this coming weekend. Question is "Am I motivated enough to get my work done and head that way on Thursday?" Once upon a time I was brave enough to get in my car drive down town and walk into a room full of people I didn't know, introduce myself and flirt. After the turmoil that hollow caused in the Houston community, that bravado has burned out. I fear that I will not be welcomed. I fear that people will whisper and talk behind my back, I fear that they will ask me to leave. For a social person, not being welcomed is a big issue.
This little town rolled up it's streets for Spring Brake and there is nothing going on around here. The local dance hall didn't even book musicians for the next few weekends. Like I said, off for the week and at loose ends. Oh well, maybe I will get motivated just enough to head to Houston. Take my Aunt to the HLSR, hit the dance floor, and make it to a meeting, munch, or even a play party. We'll see.
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