Dreams:
I want that man that I find in all those screw novels I read. I want a man that can walk that fine line between Dom and lover. A man that wants to make love to me, but also knows when I need to be dominated, or just fucked up against the wall. I want that feeling back, you know the one, that lust so intense that just hearing his voice makes you cream your panties. I want a man that looks at me with that look, and passion consumes my every need. I want that man that fits me so perfectly, that after one night of passionate love, I am addicted and can not let him go or get him out of my system. I want that man that knows my needs inside and out and just out of luck, they are in line with what he wants and needs too. I want that addiction, that need, that desire, that fulfillment.
Guess I am a dreamer.
9/20/15
Making Love
Love:
I have literally had only one man ever successfully make love to me. Sad I know. Hollow tired, once. In my heart I knew he had tried, but it was very awkward and fell short of perfect. Although I know he did it to try and fulfill a need I had voiced, but by the time he was done, it was once again all about him, and neither of us was comfortable. Sad, I know. He never ventured down that road again. John on the other hand, and yes his name was John, really loved me. He is the only man that has ever been able to get me to orgasm with out manual clit stimulation. Sad I know. I have only had about 4 non-manual orgasms. Maybe I need to send John a thank you card. Sad I know.
I have literally had only one man ever successfully make love to me. Sad I know. Hollow tired, once. In my heart I knew he had tried, but it was very awkward and fell short of perfect. Although I know he did it to try and fulfill a need I had voiced, but by the time he was done, it was once again all about him, and neither of us was comfortable. Sad, I know. He never ventured down that road again. John on the other hand, and yes his name was John, really loved me. He is the only man that has ever been able to get me to orgasm with out manual clit stimulation. Sad I know. I have only had about 4 non-manual orgasms. Maybe I need to send John a thank you card. Sad I know.
Stories
Stories:
I read these books, BDSM romance books. NO NOT THAT 50 SHADES SHIT....
The girls in these books are always having orgasms. I sometimes wonder if there are women out there that actually get that. Or if it is in fact just a unicorn. You know, something that is made up, but since no one tells the truth, every woman thinks there is something wrong with them if they can't or don't have 10 orgasms while having sex, so they lie and end up have amazing mind blowing orgasms while having sex. Men brag about how much sex they have, women brag about how many orgasms they were given......
I read these books, BDSM romance books. NO NOT THAT 50 SHADES SHIT....
The girls in these books are always having orgasms. I sometimes wonder if there are women out there that actually get that. Or if it is in fact just a unicorn. You know, something that is made up, but since no one tells the truth, every woman thinks there is something wrong with them if they can't or don't have 10 orgasms while having sex, so they lie and end up have amazing mind blowing orgasms while having sex. Men brag about how much sex they have, women brag about how many orgasms they were given......
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