Making Love

Love:
I have literally had only one man ever successfully make love to me.  Sad I know.  Hollow tired, once.  In my heart I knew he had tried, but it was very awkward and fell short of perfect.  Although I know he did it to try and fulfill a need I had voiced, but by the time he was done, it was once again all about him, and neither of us was comfortable.  Sad, I know.   He never ventured down that road again.  John on the other hand, and yes his name was John, really loved me.  He is the only man that has ever been able to get me to orgasm with out manual clit stimulation.  Sad I know.  I have only had about 4 non-manual orgasms.  Maybe I need to send John a thank you card.  Sad I know.